Hey everyone it has been a really long time since i last wrote on here and a lot has happened. i am getting back into my artwork, as i am beating back the OCD it is getting more aggressive in the rituals that i haven't worked on yet. It has acquired a new symptom which is the body tap symmetry, i am finding that i have to touch parts of my body symmetrically ie the pressure. it is a buzzing sensation, almost an itching sensation. it is hard because i have only become aware of this over the last 36-48 hrs.
In other areas i am making tremendous progress even though at times it is very hard for me to see it, the OCD has a very good way of clouding your self confidence and making you feel like a small person. which is sad. and it has robbed so many people that i am here with of everything.
i am not willing to go through this again, i will never let me life get this bad again. i won't let it take away so many parts of my life again. to cause me so much pain. this condition is physically painful.
again reach out get help if you need it.
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