i feel that blogging should help me right now but i am not sure that it can. i am feeling so profoundly stuck that i am trying to get into an inpatient treatment program at one of the hospitals in Boston. I am getting depserate for help. they have a multimonth waiting list and i wish the whole process would just move along faster but i know it is where i need to be.
the medication adjustment i had about two weeks ago feels like it hasn't helped and i don't know what to do all i know is that my doctor is going to do is say give it more time but i feel like i am falling apart right now. it is just miserable trying to live with this and work on the ERPS and go to work everyday.
i just wish i didn't have to deal with this.
merely finding and reading this blog has provided an immense of amount of relief for me, thank you. im in the midst of feel 'stuck' as well and also seeking serious treatment. i wish i didn't have to deal with this either, but i also don't know any other way of living.
ReplyDeleteim going to keep trying, i hope you are too. i hope you have felt better over the weekend and have been safe and dry from the hurricane.